Tuesday, June 26, 2007
...aNoThEr dAy....
a busy day today ...sianz was suppose to go interview the community group but in the end they last minute call tell us need to change appointment time to another day then in the end meet clarine to go dobhy ghaut eat soya bean curd...wah so long no eat ..nice sia..haha then today on diet mode....only eat 1 bowl of bean curd , 1 you tiao , 1 waffle, and 1 jap pancake and fruits for whole day ...hahathen today japanese cultural exchange wah piang damn paiseh sia...cant speak much jap...then only those broken jap spoken...and converse mostly in english...then the group partner was a jap guy ..not gal....so sad...but freaking surprised to see that their gals the skirts so short sia...even in singapore i thought only in shows and in japan the skirts will be tat short.....so many things happen ..these days....haiz...once again that question i been seeking so long...came back in my mind once again....What's life?What's true love?....life to me has always been a routine and planned schedule which i have to abide by it...failure to do so make me felt frustrated with life or very lost...without any plans....my dreams in the past had always just leave my family and friends here and start a new life in japan a place which i had always long to go ....but ever since ...i have met the one i love....i have dropped my dreams and change to a new one which is to live together and build a life together with her ....till this life..of mine ends....however....things does not goes according to what i hope.....and at the end of everything i realise ...its more of one sided love all along....love to me is something very unique and is something that should be eternal and would not change regardless of what happens.......though it depends on fate and your destiny whether its going to happen not...being in love togethers means you will always be there for the one you loves regardless what happens and build a life and share dreams together ....putting the one you love above everything...for me ..at least the one i love will always be above my family and friends as i regard her the most important person of my life....anyway ...now to me...nothing is more important then my future...i need to score many Asand master my jap...i have once again embark on my dream to migrate to japan...and leave behind everything here when the time comes...meanwhile ..i trying to connect back with those friends i have lost contact with and keep in contact with those i still contacting...uptill this part of life i have already lost quite a number of friends with reasons here and there....anyway ...now the remaining of my friends i would try to keep it and try to make more new friends and be good friends with them ....my friends.......those few tat i contacted....during my ..very down days......without you guys ...i don't know where i will be now.... guess you guys help me tide over those dark days...at least now is better...though i'm still ....emo..off and on ..but well thanks a lot ...:)my past has become memories which i tried to lock into a box and put at one side of my box....as time passess i'm starting to forget ..how i once was...and how i once behave or look....i have already broken 3 of my own principles ....no club ,no drink .and no dying hair...haha..don't know how much further i will go.......... though only go twice before ...1st time go see see, then 2nd time go in siao..dance floor dance, then uptill now is just say say but have no time and no kaki to go yet...haiz...drink..hmm now ..will allow myself to drink but haha i nv touch alcohol since tat time very down then go club drink the 2 alcoholic drinks....if i can choose what to be in life....i would choose to be the sea breeze or wind..............bringing peace and calm to people mind.....life's tiring.....sometime so lost....don't know what i'm living for...even if i accomplish what i have set for myself..so what ? ..some times juz like throwing aside everything and just go do some community work around the world till my life ends...haiz...........don't know what to type...tired and shag...continue another day....
my ite friends gathering at ...xing wang at cathay cineleisure sometime back then before i dye my hair ..haha sort of miss them cuz so long nv meet
me peiyun and zhirong my an0ther brother haha
me and the jap guy and my classmate from japanese class...sux the photo never take properly
エドワルド・マー
8:02 AM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
mId sEm h0liDaYs
hMmM oPeN cErEm0nY oF mY pErS0nAl bLog hAHA......wEll ...this whole holiday was spent on projects, gathering with old friends and new friends and slacking and destress preparing for the next big war against the books coming august....
then i went johore to dye my hair haha...1st time in 2 decades since i go a hairstylist to get a nice hair cut and dye hair...was quite cheap considering the fact that i went jantzen....then come back kana the old man scold....say what i waste $$ ..damn angry..
this holidays wanted to chiong in the end cant...cuz n0body wanna go...haiz sad...but well at least i get to go to my johore though was suppose to go to kuala lumpur instead..... when school reopens will be busy like siao then no time to go out and slack liaoz , projects to clear and exams to prepare for....
last friday went sentosa with my classmates as usual kana buried in sand by them again LOlx...seems i destinated to be bury in sand...then today me and my brothers went on a food tour...eat and stop and eat and stop LOlx...was long since we spent time together like this.......
me and my brothers ...at taman sri tebrau ..eating seafood cheap and nice ..96rm nia...
and the city square see got performance so many people... a copy version of xiao yuan yen chang hui in singapore....their singing sux...haha i sing nicer i guess...
A day at sentosa with my classmates
beating the crap out of edwin haha he stealing my hammock
the group that was left who went sentosa...the rest pang seh ...us....so sad... 
everytime i go to sentosa also kana buried...haiz...
see they happily pose to take photo..while i'm buried...anyway it feels great being buried haha
acting like a scarecrow after walk out of sand....me shuxin yenling and sharon ..
sandy me and ba zhang aka yenling haha she better don't see my captions if not i be dead meat
acting like a buddha...lolx..but this buddha very sandy hahaha
fighting with yenling wanted to drag her in water haha ...tink i lost 
trying to kill yenling
the ba zhang being buried ...shuxin me yenling and yiwei...
yenling me shuxin and sharon ..on the monorail...was interesting the monorail...see few hours under the sun still can't get red ...damn...haiz damn tired and hope school never reopens.....but its not going to happens ...good things come to an end....till the next holiday .....
エドワルド・マー
9:47 AM
