Thursday, August 30, 2007
....liVinG uNdEaD.....
....today after work so low morale.... and sianz......though after my short holiday in KL and sort of my mind being waked up by my frd.....n0 longer reminiscing on my past........sort of already let go of it ...and my past has become memories without any feelings left.....gg to keep that ring back where it supposed to be ....now just feel very empty inside .... like a walking corpse without any soul in it....very chui...zzz ..off and on super low morale for nothing....why doesn't anyone understand me and my feelings....am i that complicated or irritating that i don't really have a that close friend to understand me and talk to ....haiz....or am i just too closed up in my own world....simply cant find a reason for my existence...is it that hard to find what i been seeking so long??? eternal true love....with a person i can spend the rest of my life with ....haiz....god always just like to play around your life as if you are a puppet which indeed we are....sometimes it just felt that the whole world has abandoned you and is enemy of yours....people of my kind i believe though have the ability to make dreams come true ...perhaps in return ...a path of loneliness and emptiness in our hearts....zzz what am i typing i also don't know...guess just want to express the emptiness feeling i have in my heart right now...zz how i wish i can go holiday forever or disappear to some corner in the world....*sighs*... 20days more to cambodia trip...hope i can find back my lost soul and the reason of my existence....****......i shall roam the seven seas in search of what i longed for......eternal true love.......****
エドワルド・マー
9:05 AM
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
...eXaMs oVer...
eXaMs aRe over at last ...during the exams period so stress..especially having law and management this 2 heavy theory module juz a day apart....guess overall i should be doing well ...should be straight As for all my core modules i guess...though a bit afraid management might be a B+...my distinictions are still hanging on the line don't know can get a not ...haiz...went see fireworks on national day...but lolx..i go cuz to meet up with my friends not really for fireworks...it no longer have any meaning to me ...last tuesday after exams my lecture group went eat sakae sushi together..at habourfront...don't know why for some reasons...i can feel that individually they doesn't really feel close together ..maybe it takes time for them to open up to each other though personally i'm still ok with communicating with them but...zz ..or maybe it won't happen and they might cross over to an0ther group maybe....haiz also dun knw...
then last sunday went with clarine and ted to go K ..then brought ted walk around city area since she never walk before since she came over...stunz sia..accident misplaced clarine's vcd at dobhy ghaut food court never noticed..until 3 hours later...lolx...heng still found back if not damn jia lat....
I went KL on monday with my primary school friend jingquan ....for a 2 days 1 night trip...KL damn bored...nothing much to do ...i prefer to go thailand ....more night activities...and interesting things to see.....bought a t-shirt, jap vcd and some stuff and KUMA KUMA lolx......on the way the bus driver sped like siao made me so scare a bit...
my room at tune hotel monorail in KL
Times Square
Theme Park in Time Square
Petronas Twin Tower... zzz didnt manage to go up
mY fAvourite chocolate indulgence from secret recipe
Trying to queue for tickets to the skybridge of Twin Towers...fAiled...too many people n0 time..
Tourist privilege card of KLCC
$2 RM toilet gosh...zz
park outside KLCC KLCC
so long since my last A&W meal YEA!!
stuff i brought back...zzz
mY kawaii kuma kuma rm 39.90 only lolxi like this keychain when i saw it rm 19.90 only lolx but buy liao also don't know do what
n0body to give the other half...zzz
エドワルド・マー
8:51 AM
Monday, August 6, 2007
eXaMs ...j0bS....h0liDay...
last saturday went to grab cca points juz by going the pet shelter at pasir ris farmway haha went for like 2 hrs plus i chao then go home prepare for my jap test...wah 1st time i scare fail then copy a few answers juz in case
this cute little dog at the pet shelter
where r u lookin doggy??....ee this idiot i see him a while then he run into his aircon liao dun wan talk to me ..hahathen my lms get i tink a b++ haha tat day spend 1 hr ka jiao teacher to review my paper to push to A..then she say review for me then see 1st sianz ...my iac i tink get C liaoz haiz..that stupid freaking lousy teacher...yesterday at last finish bca...know to do all of the questions but dun know got careless mistake not haiz... then went for cca sianz n0 food haha only left mee siam ..only mee hoon and the gravy...haiz then until 10.30pm then end then 1 of the staff drive me to serangoon drop then take 81 from there sianz sia reach hme ard 11.50pm liaoz..then today actually going gym this morning but that liangshan cuz his gf go his hse sleep overnite in an0ther room ..then he can't go ...zzz sianz haiz...later still got cca then go meet some friends.... then recently scourging for jobs ...yesterday found 1 job this wed aug 8 as a cashier at a beach party also don't know 1 me not...then yesterday also got call me a swisstotel hotel event helper... the pay quite good $7/hr to $8 ...then 5 days nia....haiz...exams ...next friday 3 more to go then holiday at last....haven't really prepared...sianz...
エドワルド・マー
5:15 PM
