then after the CA went to collect ten tons t shirt...wah pian lo was damn ugly the color was GREEN and i was like OMG ask got other colours a not but they say don't have and cuz we doing recycling so the tshirt was green colour haha was so crappy the reply...anyway was such a coincidence that i was in charge of my formal secondary school and the students was from 4E4 ...after that taught shuxin tat bca how to do ..lolx then in the end my friend waited me around 1 hour haha cuz he kay kiang come out of house early...
for my dinner i ate the nasi lemak at kovan there wah was damn nice lor after that ate 1 whole $5 durian and 1 selegie soya bean and 1 egg tart from ho kee pau haha...shiok
$4 dollar sia like that but was nice haha i still add 1 plate of rice 60 cents the chilli was damn freaking great...
yesterday was the ten tons event, once again make some new friends shu yu and shi kin elisa and esther, it was fun and eventful ...though the students was so rowdy but they still get the work done fast ... during the break we give them they was playing at the playground making noise.. then got 1 freaking idiotic resident come down scold the whole bunch of students say they never work when they should and was playing .. i was not very happy with the comment she make..as we have 29 blocks to cover and we are doing volunteering work, although it was inappropriate for the students to play and make noises at the playground, she shouldn't have scold the whole bunch of kids..i felt pity the kids...haha then got a few students start to quarrel with her then she a freaking bitch thought she got heart problem big shot then still wan challenge the kids say i got heart problem you don't come quarrel with me later i faint you be responsible ...i was like ..thinking what the fuck this bitch 1 got heart problem still want provoke the students just speak nicely ask them quiet nicely and go up problem solved liao ma...
haiz then in the end tat her daughter which was quite big size then came over say come la 1 on 1 challenge then after that walk to call the police which i think was kay siao then after that the 2 idiotic mother and daughter went away ..after that the students was a bit worried..i disimissed those that are not involved and waited a while with the rest .. in the end the minimart auntie came over and say that resident siao 1 sometimes always like that i decided to get the kids go home but they scare their discipline master came to know about this matter and might take discipline action against them .. well in the end manage to persuade them to go home by assuring them that i will vouch for them see their discipline master if there a need to help explain matters.. haha anyway so long never see Mr Aw haha dun know he still remember i this noisy student a not ..
after that wanted to take cab but luckily my dad was in the vicinity then haha he drive me to bugis study jap so save some $$ and also went to marina south eat the zheng fa live seafood buffet ..well was not bad ..and i KILLED a CRAB haha omg first time i did that when i chop the crab in to half the crab was like screaming in pain all its legs move haha i was damn scared sia..heng got an uncle come over he helped me tear open the crab shell tell me what to remove then i was like any how chop liao after that cause damn scared sia..
was fun yesterday and ate a lot so scared become fat today went swimming and jogging but still scared ..tomolo going gym again to work out more
then that day i dreamt about her again ...don't know her...haiz...
i'm tired ...i think i'm still trying to run away and hide..
everytime i heard about how their girlfriend treat them, i will can't stop helping but think of her and always when i think of how she treat me just felt disappointed and know she doesn't love me in the first place.......but my heart wants to believe that she loves me and one day she will come back to me...i think i'm still waiting for her to return to my side......but i guess she wouldn't and i should not wait for my brain tells me our characters doesn't suit each other even though i still love her at this moment...
now i hope to completely forget about her and stop thinking her by this year on the date that we started... although is stupid i felt wanting to go this year to the place where we started and on that date and time to wait for us..if she really appears there.. we can begin all over again ......however this will only happens i guess if our hearts beats as one cuz it my one sided thinking to wait for her there ...
hope i can stop thinking or running or hiding at the end of this year......exams soon ...life now to me is achievement, friends, community service, leisure, travel, and working towards for my dreams without all this stuff i really don't know what else is worth while for me to carry on my life....nothing else meaningful.......yea free time soon my holidays starting and i going to fly to cambodia for community service..i can't wait for it......need a break....
